Wednesday, April 28, 2010

I have been experiment with still life paintings lately (hence the image above). It has been a rather frustrating experience. I find still life paintings very uninspiring and I lose all motivation to paint. But I do think it is a rather good exercise technically. So i press onward.

I have also been reading the "Reenchantment of Art" by Suzi Gablik, which has proved to be much more interesting and beneficial. I am finding more and more how postmodern I am as an artist and it is exciting.

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Another notebook page, which is actually one of my favorites from last semester.

Invisible Children

This fall my younger brother hosted a screening of the Invisible Children film "The Rescue." This is the promotional poster I created for that event.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Text patterns intrigue me.

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

This time I mixed in paperclips, which added some interesting texture. I do, however, wish there was a way to make the paper clips stick to the paper without having to tape over them. Glue just didn't work, probably because paperclips are both thin and metal.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009


Painting faces, yet again. I do not know why, but I cannot seem to stop! Not my favorite painting ever, but I cannot quite put my finger on the reason why.

Monday, September 28, 2009

This is one of my favorite spreads thus far. First, I put down a thick, textural layer of gesso. Next, I rubbed black paint on to accent the texture of the gesso. A photo was then glued on and watercolor painted on the photo. The image was printed on an inkjet printer on regular copy paper, so when the watercolor was applied, the ink bled a little and softened the shapes in the photo. The effect was astounding to me and the concept is something I may play with further.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

This was actually created last week, but it was only just inserted it in my sketchbook. This was a rather chaotic day. There are just days when my thoughts do not make sense, and this was one of those days.
A crumpled paper towel with acrylic paint was taped into the left hand page to add interest and texture.

Saturday, September 26, 2009

The page on the left is simply the silhouette of a face created with acrylic paint along with pieces of images from magazines and other sources. The page on the right has the images as well, but in this case I used gesso to add texture to the piece. The words are my own thoughts on the day. I have also incorporated duct tape, which is such a fabulous tape in my mind. It can do just about anything, and it visually interesting, at least to me, all at the same time--I love it.

Friday, September 25, 2009

I am really pleased with the way my experiments with acrylic paint came out in this piece. The contrast between the curvilinear yellow forms and the more geometric, rectilinear blue and green forms adds interest. The process of mixing paint and text--meaningful text that relates to my thoughts and feelings about the day--and photographic images, which in this case came from a magazine, is both fascinating and enjoyable to me.

Monday, September 21, 2009

Art Journal



In class today we talked about art journals, among other things, which I found slightly amusing because this is something I already do. Well, maybe that is not completely accurate. It is something I did consistently my senior year of high school, as a part of an assignment, and something I picked up again last year, but not to the same personal level as in high school. It is also something I started again this past week--and this time is is immensely personal and cathartic once again. All of that being said, I am going to begin posting these pages as a create them.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

I am back a school and painting again--finally! Hopefully I will be able to post some soon.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Sorry it has been so long since I last posted. The summer has been speeding by! This weekend was wonderful, however. I had the opportunity to show my work at the arts festival in my home town. And, I actually sold a few pieces! It was a great time to meet with other artists and to be able to share my art with others.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009


Wow! It has been a long time since I have been able to post. I job, an internship, and a 15 page paper will do that to a person. But the paper was on Titian, who is fabulous, so it's not so bad, though it kept me busy.

Since I am already on the topic of Titian, I will start at the end of my Italy trip and discuss him first. We saw some Titian's elsewhere, but the best one--by far--was in Venice, Titian's final painting, the pieta. This painting is absolutely brilliant. The brush work is loose and rough, which draws the viewer in a conveys far more emotion than some of Titian's earlier pieces, which are smooth and polished. The colors break up--almost into impressionistic dabs--giving even more to study upon a close examination. Each individual in the piece also seems to portray a different emotion and a differernt reaction to the piece, leaving a pleathora of ways to connect the viewer.

Needless to say, this piece touched me a moved me. I could had stood in front of it for hours. I loved it. It was certainly one of my favorites from the trip.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

I just returned home from Italy. I was amazing, absolutely amazing, but I am still processing it, so more on my trip later.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

I have been thinking about abstract expressionism a lot lately. There is so much freedom in this style. These men and women broke the mold, and did something new and completely different. I hope this is something that my art can do as well. They also managed to express something, and to touch me, without normal conventions or a very recognizable subject matter. This is striking. It makes the viewer think and ponder. Such pieces also have the ability to touch each viewer in a different ad unique way, as the relate to and dialogue with the piece, in their own way, based on their own experiences. This is not to say that a representational piece cannot do that--it certainly can, and many pieces do--but I think there is something fascinating about the ability of something abstract to do this.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Happy Easter!

Today I dyed an Easter egg. The way the colors drip and blend until they finally dry is fascinating and beautiful--perhaps even more so than the finished product. I am not sure that this qualifies as painting, or even art at all, but it was extremely enjoyable nonetheless.

And it would not be Easter without this wonderful tradition.

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

I don't really know where I was trying to go with this piece. I do not like the way it turned out at all.

"Hand"

I used my hand to create a resist in this piece. I then went back through and adjusted some of the edges, in particular making some areas softer, so there was more variety. The whole process was really enjoyable--painting over my hand and getting rather messy. I don't think I am completely satisfied with the end result, however. I think is needs more value contrast or maybe the addition of another color. Perhaps I will play with it more later.

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Some Reflections on Art

The concept of appropriation and reference images came up, so I am going to attempt to convey my jumbled thoughts on the matter.

I think everyone uses reference images in their work. We are all inspired by something. Even the great painters of old had something to look at while they painted--even if that something was a real person, they were nonetheless referencing some image. I think it is impossible to paint without reference. Even the paintings I do while not looking directly at something come from an image in my head, which inevitably came from an image I actually saw. Now this is not to say that there is no difference between painting from life and painting from a photograph, because there is certainly a difference there. Painting from life leaves the painter with the problem of transforming the three-dimensional world into a two dimensional surface. The photograph inevitably eliminates that difficulty since it is already a two-dimensional image. Photographs also cannot, and do not, move or suffer from changes in lighting, which make painting from them easier--and yet this is precisely the value of photographs. Is it so wrong to use your resources? Vermeer used the new technology of his day--the camera obscura--to create more realistic rendering in his painting, and yet those are considered masterpieces. So what is so different about using a reference photo? Photos, of course, also create their own set of challenges. They can lock the painter into one scene and make it difficult to deviate--to make the picture one's own, rather than just a copy of a photograph. But this can also be a good thing. It pushes the artist to think outside the box, and to create a piece that touches on the unseen, rather that just the seen. As artists today, photos can capture the world for us, so we do not have to worry about painting it--we can be free to paint the deeper feelings and emotions and characteristics of life in a new a unique way. I know in my own paintings, reference photos help me with a pose and give me a guide for proportions, but leave me the freedom to adjust everything to create the mood or the emotion I am looking for.

The issue of the photograph also brings me to the issue of appropriation. What happens when one uses someone else's image in their own, either as reference, or literally incorporated in? As noted earlier, I think every artist does, in a sense, appropriate something in their work. We do not live or create in our own little bubble, so we are influences by the work and the images around us. This is a good thing; it inspires us and pushes us. I am so intrigued by the whole concept of appropriation. It is a dialogue with the past, and it is pushing the boundaries of what has already been done. Now, I don't think is is ok to simply copy someone else's work; it has to be altered or changed or made one's own somehow. Copyright laws also come into effect here, and I do not understand all of the rules regarding that, so I cannot accurately comment on that aspect of this matter. But I certainly would not want to do something that breaks a law, so one must be careful in this area, I suppose.

Lastly, about the debate over whether something is more valuable, or less valuable, because it is more realistic. I don't think that realism equals value at all. There is value in both realism and abstraction--and the whole gamut in between. To me a piece by Jackson Pollock can take my breath away and touch me and make me think as much as a piece by Caravaggio. They are different, yes, but they are both striking.

Monday, April 6, 2009

"Yellow"



Inspired by Henri Matisse, I thought I would try something new and do a piece with cut paper. I painted solid areas of color in watercolor on watercolor paper, and then cut pieces out. It was a miserable failure. Not only did it stress me out--it was way too tedious for my liking--but I could not seem to come up with anything that seemed to work. Finally, after much toiling this weekend, one large piece intrigued me enough to post. The curvilinear shapes in this one appealed to me. I was also interested by the varying shadows this piece created when placed on a white piece of paper. The paper curls up slightly, which created dramatic shadows in some areas, and barely a hint of a shadow in others.

"Abstract 7" &"Abstract 8"

7


8

These are two abstract experimentations with drips and splatters to get myself back into the swing of painting. I am particularly pleased with the first one. It had a nice emphasis on the dark areas, and there is a nice contrast between the softer and the harder edges. There is also a nice organic quality to the piece overall. The bottom one seems a bit too plain--like maybe it isn't quite finished yet.

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Alone

This rather relates to my post yesterday, but people are increasingly disconnected. There is the sense among so many people, myself included at times, that one is alone in life. I think that technology only adds to this isolation, it doesn't help diffuse it. We far too often look to facebook or myspace or twitter for companionship, and never form truly deep lasting relationships with real people. This is something that seems to come out in my paintings. The world is full of people who feel alone, but we are not alone. I paint people because it makes them real--it makes me real. And they are painted in real paint, because it makes everyhthing all the more tangible.